elol’s world!!!!!!

Hey ppl!!!!im still on raya holiday nw so i hv loads of free tym 2write sumtin in dis blog of mine!!!just wanna share sumtin….i may look happie evryday but only God noes how hurt i m.THE MOST PAINFUL THING IN THIS WORLD IS LOVING SUMBODY WHO DOESNT LOVES U BACK!!!!Hey ppl m i acting like a big baby?????..2 be honest im not really desperate 2 be in a relationship nw but lately(duh since 2005 !!!!) i’ve thinking 2 much bout dis guy @ my crush!!!!! i wonder if he noes how i felt which im sure he noes bout it! He noes bout it but i canot blame him oso kan????coz i canot force sum1 2 like @ love me aite….itz my fault actly, how 2 say a…..he treat me as fren only but me yg LEBEH2…      but lately he act a bit weirdo tho : such as replying my msg n answering my cal n sum other thing dat he usually dun do but mayb itz only my stupid instinct saying dat MAYB he …….(  hmmmphhh  how i wish )…kuang3.IM SOOOO CONFUSED!!!! coz sumtims he’s like giving me hope bt then at d end it feels like im fooling myself dis…i just hope 1 day i can tell him how i feel n let him go… my prob nw is that i canot get him out of my mind!!!!dunno y dis?????if not i’ve tons of new bf n live life like my gurlfren n cuzz…sumore he did sumtin d other day which i really dun wana talk bout it anymore..en la ruina mi corazon!!!!!.Hey u CRUSH!!!!!are u trying 2 test me or just playing around???i hv feelings too ok…

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Hey its been a while since i last posted sumtin in my blog…..yeah here i am writting sumtin coz dis sem has been d bz’est sem …phewww!!!!..i’ve submitted my last asgmt last fri n next tue is my last lect class!!!!yippie….apr n alys is coming back dis raya holiday n sure we’re gonna hv fun doin thing we usually do: M’GUMPAT,hang out,eat,drink etc……not forgettin my date wif Glenda n Dypna..hehehehe……can’t wait 2 meet them!!!!i hv loads n tons of story 2 tell them…on my next post i’ll write sumtin bout feelings…hmmph…jt wait kio….choa