Every GURL has that GUY that she CAN’T LOVE…DOESN’T LOVE…WON’T LOVE…
But everytym she see’s HIM!!!!! her heart skip’s a beat..and HE"S the only one who’s always on her mind , but she know there is NO CHANCE so she keep’s living, putting on that SMILE that hides her feeling, so he WONT EVER KNOW!!!!!!
(copied from a quote dympy gv 2 me)
Hey ppl!!!!im still on raya holiday nw so i hv loads of free tym 2write sumtin in dis blog of mine!!!just wanna share sumtin….i may look happie evryday but only God noes how hurt i m.THE MOST PAINFUL THING IN THIS WORLD IS LOVING SUMBODY WHO DOESNT LOVES U BACK!!!!Hey ppl m i acting like a big baby?????..2 be honest im not really desperate 2 be in a relationship nw but lately(duh since 2005 !!!!) i’ve thinking 2 much bout dis guy @ my crush!!!!! i wonder if he noes how i felt which im sure he noes bout it! He noes bout it but i canot blame him oso kan????coz i canot force sum1 2 like @ love me aite….itz my fault actly, how 2 say a…..he treat me as fren only but me yg LEBEH2… but lately he act a bit weirdo tho : such as replying my msg n answering my cal n sum other thing dat he usually dun do but mayb itz only my stupid instinct saying dat MAYB he …….( hmmmphhh how i wish )…kuang3.IM SOOOO CONFUSED!!!! coz sumtims he’s like giving me hope bt then at d end it feels like im fooling myself dis…i just hope 1 day i can tell him how i feel n let him go… my prob nw is that i canot get him out of my mind!!!!dunno y dis?????if not i’ve tons of new bf n live life like my gurlfren n cuzz…sumore he did sumtin d other day which i really dun wana talk bout it anymore..en la ruina mi corazon!!!!!.Hey u CRUSH!!!!!are u trying 2 test me or just playing around???i hv feelings too ok…
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Hey its been a while since i last posted sumtin in my blog…..yeah here i am writting sumtin coz dis sem has been d bz’est sem …phewww!!!!..i’ve submitted my last asgmt last fri n next tue is my last lect class!!!!yippie….apr n alys is coming back dis raya holiday n sure we’re gonna hv fun doin thing we usually do: M’GUMPAT,hang out,eat,drink etc……not forgettin my date wif Glenda n Dypna..hehehehe……can’t wait 2 meet them!!!!i hv loads n tons of story 2 tell them…on my next post i’ll write sumtin bout feelings…hmmph…jt wait kio….choa
Hey People!!!!!!!wlcm 2 my JIWANG site!!!!!!hahahahaahahah…dunno dis,lately im so jiwang karat!!!!APRIL n MANDA HELP!!!!!THANX 4 owes being there 4 me wen i needed u guys n 4 listening my never ending wat-so-ever stories!!!!Hugs n Kisses 2 both of u!!!!Muaxxxx!!!!
If only you knew,
how my heart overflows with love for you.
If only you could see
the way you fill my hopes and dreams.
You’re the owner of my heart,
the ruler supreme.
Even in the dark of night,
I’ve only to think about you
to feel your loving light
and from this world I drift
feeling as if
I’ll never touch the ground again…
If only you knew.
If only you could guess
how I hear your voice when others speak;
for you hold the key to my happiness,
and it’s always you my soul seeks.
If only you could feel,
how your very presence
has the power to heal,
all the wounds inside me.
You’ve made me abandon
the pain of yesterday,
and you’ve shown me
that the past can no longer
stand in the way
of what I hope to achieve…
If only you knew.
If only you could realize
the way you’ve shown me
that it’s better to give
than to take,
and whatever I do,
I do for your sake.
I’m willing to give you and expect nothing in return.
But, oh how I yearn
for you…
if only you knew.
Pick the MONTH that you were born in & put it on
the SUBJECT LINE. Then FWD it to everyone you
know including the person that sent it to you. They
might understand you better.
JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and
serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always
looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes
to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart,
neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep
thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet
unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly
attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds.
Romantic but has difficulties expressing love.
Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities
yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money
cautious.
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FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent and clever. Changing personality.
Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and
humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach
goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted.
Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily
hurt. Gets angry really easily but thoes not show it.
Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends
but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn.
Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the
inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.
Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
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MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and
reserved. Sensative. Naturally honest, generous
and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity.
Aggressive when provoked. Sensitive to others.
Loves to help others. Not easily angered.
Trustworthy. Defends others. Appreciative and
returns kindness. Observant and assesses
others.Varied interests. Loves to dream and
fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention.Strong
belief system. Hasty in trusting others. Loves
home decors. Musically talented.Depends on
friends. Loves special things. Moody and easily
hurt. A giving lover. Very loyal. Deep Thinker.
Feels deeply. A romantic. Loves to be loved.
Thrifty. Loves down time alone.
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APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends
to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself.
Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems.
Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and
caring. Suave and generous. Emotional.
Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving
Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of
the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their
luver can see.
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MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and
highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.
Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings.
Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.
Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic
(left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance.
Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and
neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak
breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves
traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not
having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.
Spendthrift.
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JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by
kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of
ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to
delay. Choosy and always wants the best.
Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to
joke. Good debating skills. Talkative.
Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make
friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily
hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up.
Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions.
Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand
conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
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JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to
be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily
consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s
feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not
revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes
nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides
others physically and mentally. Sensitive and
forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving.
Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy.
Wary and sharp. Judges people through
observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in
studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about
the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet.
Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for
friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to
having stomach and dieting ! problems. Loves to
be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
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AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave
and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities.
Knows how to console others. Too generous and
egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for
praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered.
Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant.
Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent
thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to
dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense.
Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against
illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty.
Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make
friends .
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SEPTEMBER :
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and
organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes.
Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk
well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic.
Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always
honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive.
Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and
knowledgeable. Loves to look for information.
Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to
motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be
around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and
traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle
up feelings. Very choosy, especially in
relationships. Systematic.
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OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves
to takes things at the center. Inner and physical
beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry
often. Treats friends importantly. Always making
friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily.
Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what
others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong
clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and
literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned.
Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily
influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves
children.
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NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks
forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas.
Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can
become good doctors. Dynamic in personality.
Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets.
Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave
and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-
hearted. If there is a will, there is a way.
Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes
angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks
differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates
oneself. Does not appreciates praises. High-
spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and
emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships.
Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy.
Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control
emotions. Unpredictable
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DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in
games and interactions. Impatient and hasty.
Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be
with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves
attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and
trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered.
Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high
pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke.
Good sense of humor. Logical
Surprise….surprise….
i hv done sumtim dat i really wana do since i was in form5..dat is 2 pierce ma nose!!!!!ahaks!!!!n i’ve pierced ma nose 2 day!!!!!Gilak kan????no so gila la…its sumtim i truly, madly n deeply wana do bt i did’nt get d chance 2 do bcoz 4 sure my dad will kill me!!!!hehe….ba got nothin 2 do kan so i decided 2 jalan2 n do sum window shopping wif ma siblings~ginnut n carl~ karamunsing..then we went into dis earing’s shop n i saw the word ‘TINDIK TELINGA"…suddenly i want to tindik ma nose….n walla at last i pierced ma nose!!!!went back home n waited 4 ma dad 2 see ma nose(im a dead meat) but then nothin happen…i mean ma dad didnt mara me at ol….hmmmph…dats a gud sign:p…so i guess i can get a tatto on ma body in d future kan?????hehehe nutty me….
As I rest againts this cold hard wall
will you pass me by,will you criticize as i sit and cry
I had fought so hard and thought that
all my battle had been won
only to find the war has just begun
cho:
Is HE not strong enough?
is HE not pure enough?
To break me,pour me out and start again?
Is HE not brave enough?
To take one chance on me?
Please can i have one chance to start again
Will my weakness fall and now make me suffer for a lifetime?
Is there any way to be made whole again
If i be renewed to find forgiveness by the strenght i never had
Will my scar forever ruin all God’s plan
cho:
HE took my life into his hands
And turn it all around
In my most desperate circumstance
Is where i’m finally found
That you’re strong enough
That you’re pure enough
To break me,pour me out and start again
That you’re brave enough
To take one chance on me
Oh thank you for my chance to start again
HOLA!!!!!!
doi lama od me tia update my blog O!!!!!bt nw im back!!!!muahahaha!!!!!Gud Bye 2006 n HELLO 2007!!!!!my life in 2007 started very well i guess….with d crying n laughing dat i hv been tru i guess dats a part of life my life….n lucky me coz i hv loads of fren 2 support me n i really wana thank them 4 being thr 4 me wen i really really needed sum1 2 talk 2 n share ol my prob….to my dear BESTFREN APRIL,thank 4 evrytin n TREV…thank 4 d advise kio n to ALYS,chayo chayo k(u noe wat i mean by chayo2 kan?)….i hv 2 admitla i’ve been a lil bit emotional lately….only GODs noes y!!!!!!BUT life must go on n i think i’ll manage 2 get over it….GOD plz gv me strenght!!!!!i noe i can be strong…..so ELOL be strong n hv faith in urself!!!!!!ba dats ol 4 nw……bt i’ll be back….soon….wakaka!!!!!!!
| Your Birth Month is June | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
 Peaceful and harmonious, you seek the gentle side of life.Your warmth and consideration touches many. Your soul reflects: Friendship, love, and beauty Your gemstone: Pearl Your flower: Rose
Your colors: Light blue, white, and cream |
| Your Attitude is Better than 55% of the Population |
 You have a positive attitude… somtimes. You prefer to see the world through clear glasses, not rose colored ones. |
| Slow and Steady | ||||||
 Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.
They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It’d really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.
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| You Are 76% Happy |
 You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world.Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up. |
